just let me cry my eyes out all night and then maybe in the morning i won’t have any motivation

i don’t feel good.ย i hate myself a lpt.ย i wish i could just disappear sometimes. Iย wish i could kill myself without hurting the ones around me that care about me. all i’ve done lately is mess things up. i wish i could just go back and fix things. i wish i wasn’t so dependent on another person. i wish i vould stop being so fucking clingy and so fucking annoying all the time. why can’t i just stop breathing.

all i do is mess everything up with every fucking word that comes out of my fuckniog mouth and i am sos sick of it.

i hate myself a lot lately.

like a lot.




*president voice* 1ย 2ย 3ย 4 i declare a nuclear war