just let me cry my eyes out all night and then maybe in the morning i won’t have any motivation
i don’t feel good. i hate myself a lpt. i wish i could just disappear sometimes. I wish i could kill myself without hurting the ones around me that care about me. all i’ve done lately is mess things up. i wish i could just go back and fix things. i wish i wasn’t so dependent on another person. i wish i vould stop being so fucking clingy and so fucking annoying all the time. why can’t i just stop breathing.
all i do is mess everything up with every fucking word that comes out of my fuckniog mouth and i am sos sick of it.
i hate myself a lot lately.
like a lot.
*president voice* 1 2 3 4 i declare a nuclear war